Dumbme

Yesterday, Some how I locked myself with the baby and Bug out of the house & car.
I took precautions the last time I had to break into my own house, making sure, that NO ONE would ever be able to break in like I did.  So this left me, with NO WAY in my house. I secured the kitchen window so it would be impossible of an intruder to break in. Well I may not be an intruder, but I couldn't break in either.
So with baby in tow, I sat her down in the front (wet) grass, and had Bug watch her. UGH.
I managed to break in the front window.  I was covered in dirt, gross dead bugs, and scratched by the bushes.
ICK. I had to put Bug through the window.  She did good! Opened the front door! SUCCESS!
Now, I am off to secure the front window, so NO ONE can break in... & make a spare hide a key!

On a completely different hand...
Also I am jealous that my husband's co-worker sent his wife 10 dozen roses on their 10th anniversary.  I didn't even get a "happy anniversary" on my 5th.  Sometimes I wish my husband wasn't an ASS.  I know we can't afford roses, but a card wouldn't break the bank.

My Christmas!

My Christmas comes once every three months for nine months.
REPORT CARD DAY!

Bug will bring her report card home from school today! I can't wait til noon when she gets off the bus!!! I rip open her backpack to find it! I love to see how AWESOME she does!!

The suspense is killing me...
Count DOWN...
only 2 hours and 45 minutes....

3 facts for Today

*a variation on an idea from someone else's blog.

3 facts for today.

1. It is swim class day!
2. It is sunny!
3. I have nothing to make for dinner.

Bonus FACT!! I lost 2.2lbs in 5 days! GO ME!

Pity Party for One, by One.

Random Babble


I hate rodents. I am letting my oldest adopt a hamster from our cousin. I feel like a shitty mom lately, so yes, I am willing to let her bring a disgusting rat like creature into our house.

It is no secret that we are broke.  Soon, it will be marked as part of our history. Not just days we talk about, but days we will constantly be reminded of every time we will apply for a car loan or anything.
We SUCK.

I am depressed. My husband thinks I am just a bitch. I'll let him think that, I don't want him to know how unhappy I really am.  Its not him or the kids, just what I have become I am unhappy with. 

Bug is super smart. Kindergarten is almost over! She has a count down. I am more excited than she is. I can't wait til there is no bed time or awake time.  Just a pool time!

I think I getting my period, today. (I know, how doesn't she know? is running through your head right now, well they are never consistent and sometimes only last a few hours to a few days)  If its for real, then this will be the first time I had a period since October 2009.  (minus the 6 week bleed time after giving birth, of which I don't count)

Beast is now 8 months old. She has no teeth. She eats all the time.  She is happy, smiley and giggly all day. She stands on her own, holding on to nothing. Soon, I am willing to bet, she will just take a step.  She is going to be smart just like her big sister.

I take bug to the library every Monday.  At first she was allowed to check out 5 books. That is all my mind can keep track of.  As of yesterday, we are now up to 7 books.  Do you know how heavy and cumbersome seven books are to carry when you have a baby to carry too?  Heavy and Hard!

I just want some one to tell me once, You did good, Amy.  Ya know, for more than just finding someone a super deal on something. Surprisingly the last person to say this to me and it was the first time I remember hearing it, was from my father in law. After each of my kids where born. 

I am proud of myself for keeping with breastfeeding.  It is HARD. I have done it now for 8 months. I plan to stick with it til she weens herself, or around 15-18 months, which ever comes first. Its the hardest thing I have ever done.  &  I saved us tons of money we didn't have.  No only if I could magically  train her to use the potty, I could save us tons of diaper money too!

I think about how much money and calories I would save if I was an alcoholics. They have a built in savings plan. If they could quit, look how much money they could save, and look how much weight they would lose. Too bad I don't drink. Can't give up what I don't do.  I could save $ and lose weight! WIN WIN for alcoholics. 

I am jealous of alcoholic, I am an ASS.

This totally turned into a self pity session.
I really do suck.

Ugh, My day will come

 The day will come when my phone won't ring 32 times a day.
The day will come when I can buy a pair of shoes without guilt. Or just at all.
The day will come when I will breathe a sigh of relief, knowing that its over.
The day will come. Its soon here.