same ole

ugh..

ever feel like everyone else around you has it together and you dont?

thats me right now.

not dead

i am not dead

i have been MIA

only beacause I have nothing really to say

be back when I do.

OMG my nerves

OMG.

My nerves are bad.

HELP!

Would my nerves be so bad if I didnt feel so stressed OUT.

I would love love love to know.

I am stressed over
 1. my messy house
 2. my huge fat ass
 3. not being able to give my daughter the bday party she wants.
 4. MONEY
 5. not being able to control these things.

Are brighter days ahead? Is there greener grass somewhere?

I wish I knew.